So my family along with my relatives gathered and ate scrumptious meals that includes fish, meat, vegetables, crab and more. It was my very first fest after 49days.
At the first bite, I felt that I was in HEAVEN! I didn't know a regular chicken wing was that delicious until I stopped eating them for 49 days. Everything I used to eat was strict, I could not even eat processed food or snacks that has animal ingredient like fish paste or any other ingredients that is found in animals.
I think after eating all these high-in-calories food will make me gain my 2kg back and that would be going back to square one. After all those suffering, I finally got to lose 2kg. I sounded like I became vegan to lose weight, but before you think it that way, NO I AM NOT. I did it for religious purposes...
Back then, I became so used to consuming only vegetables and vegan meat and all that it felt weird to eat meat again. Maybe I should introduce vegan food into my meals again but not as strict as before? Maybe I should eat food that does not contain meat in school but during dinner? I don't know, but somehow I will introduce it back into my meals.
That's all for now.